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On Julia Loktev’s towering, terrifying ‘My Undesirable Friends: Part I — Last Air in Moscow.’


“I never looked back,” Loktev told Dennis Lim at one of this year’s New York Film Festival screenings of My Undesirable Friends, an epic in which she follows Nemzer and several other young women reporters in the months leading up to, and the days after, Russia’s Feb. 24, 2022, invasion of Ukraine. Subtitled Part I — Last Air in Moscow and eventually to be followed by a sequel about its subjects’ exile, the five-and-a-half-hour-long documentary was shot entirely with an iPhone. It proved as much a utilitarian choice for tailing people who could at a moment’s notice have to flee a suddenly dangerous location as a way to foster trust. Nearly all of My Undesirable Friends’ “characters” are used to being on camera: The majority are staffed at the independent news channel TV Rain, and those who aren’t often make guest appearances. But the absence of a traditional crew and the easy-to-live-with mundanity of a hoisted-up phone especially helped make Loktev’s subjects less resistant to opening up. When she wonders aloud if her presence is causing more problems, she’s met with a scoff. It’s not like she’s going to make them more of a foreign agent than they already are.

The ease around Loktev is part of what makes the first three of My Undesirable Friends’ five chapters often feel surprisingly jovial despite the grave anxieties and relentless somebody’s-watching-me-style paranoia undergirding everything. All of the film’s subjects unconsciously use regularly laugh-out-loud-funny pitch-black humor to cope with their fears of persecution. One woman, the initially unfathomably sunny Sonya Groysman, reminisces about the earlier part of her and her boyfriend’s relationship by cracking that it took place while “we used to be sentimental.” Another muses that the only good thing about 2021 was the severing of Britney Spears’ conservatorship. The only-sometimes-heard Loktev can seem like just another friend in the room with whom steam is being blown off. I came to love being around these people.

You know ahead of time that My Undesirable Friends’ subjects are young and prolifically produce powerful, in-depth journalism, yet both facts can still momentarily take you aback. Ksenia Mironova, whose reporter fiancé, Ivan Safronov, was bogously sentenced to 22 years in prison for treason in September 2022, is 23 when we meet her. Twenty-six-year-old Alesya Marokhovskaya groans that she hates how the foreign-agent branding will stalk her permanently when her adult life is still getting started. After married mother-of-two (and for a while de facto guide) Nemzer, Elena Kostyuchenko is the oldest and most experienced of everybody, though the kicker when she alludes to her 17 years of reportage is that she started her career when she was 16. The Harry Potter series is referenced to an almost comical degree as a tool for these women to make sense of what’s going on. Marokhovskaya sometimes wears a slouchy red Stranger Things sweater; Irina Dolinina loyally watches Emily in Paris to relax but laments the stupid decision-making of the vapid title character with some annoyed expletives.

These journalists have stayed with their jobs because, as it’s noted a few times, they know they love their country more than the craven people running it do. They can’t imagine not having the small things they adore about Moscow when — though the hypothetical at this point still starts with an “if” — they have to leave. Dolinina waxes poetic about the near-omnipresent scattering of repertory cinemas around town; Marokhovskaya’s lived in her apartment for years and hasn’t yet tired of its august Moscow-skyline views, especially when in the summer skyscrapers are on a near-nightly basis bathed in sherbet-orange sunsets. 

It too is found useful to never dismiss the importance of simply keeping a record. Even when journalism’s thanklessness and the churn of governmental destruction can create an impression of futility, disseminating the truth is always preferable to inaction. (Nemzer has since the film’s premiere openly struggled with Friends’ usefulness to viewers, given that she and her colleagues do not, exactly, wind up somewhere particularly victorious; I’d argue that the documentary at the very least has a galvanizing effect, though I can’t imagine the level of emotional and psychological exhaustion repudiating fascism she’s experienced and continues to.) Mironova has a simpler reason for her journalistic drive: She jokes that she’s too dumb to do anything else. 

My Undesirable Friends’ first few chapters, when things are certainly not good but also not yet completely dire, keep a pit firmly resting in your stomach. It fully drops in the final two, when everyone isn’t just waiting with bated breath about their outlets getting shut down but also about getting arrested, or worse. (In the days preceding the final act’s mass — and terrifyingly sudden — exile to the scant selection of countries accepting Russian visas, journalists are barred from calling what’s happening in Ukraine an invasion or a war, and TV Rain’s own anchors are forced to interrupt Ukrainian interviewees — whose realities Loktev is painstaking about including in the narrative so that the movie, though clear-eyed, isn’t all one-sided — with Putin-mandated rebuttals.) A vacation that had been planned months ago turns permanent for Nemzer and her family. In what might be the movie’s most emotional stretch, Mironova pains over whether she should leave at all, weighing legitimate worry that her fiancé’s still at that point up-in-the-air sentencing could become harsher if authorities know she’s no longer sticking around for him. 



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